lonely chaos

[Intro] Room lights buzzing Phone face down Clock hands crawling I spin around [Verse 1] I hold my breath Scrolling through the pieces of your life You look fine While I’m cracking in the middle of the night Every thought Like a storm that never clears my head Every word you left unsaid Keeps screaming [Chorus] You left me alone in the chaos Drowning in a silence that won’t end Every shadow wears your shape Every hallway Every bed You left me alone in the chaos With a heart you taught to break I’m fighting with the dark With my own reflection And all of this weight I can’t shake [Verse 2] Mornings hurt Coffee tastes like metal on my tongue Can’t sit still Hands are shaking Nerves all coming undone People talk But they sound like they’re under the sea I nod along But I’m lost inside the scream of me [Chorus] You left me alone in the chaos Drowning in a silence that won’t end Every shadow wears your shape Every hallway Every bed You left me alone in the chaos With a heart you taught to break I’m fighting with the dark With my own reflection And all of this weight I can’t shake [Outro] If I disappear Would anybody notice that I’m gone I whisper to the ceiling Waiting for an answer that won’t come You left And all that’s left Is this empty Echoing space Alone in the chaos I try to learn my own face