Not Born Nice

Intro (I wasn’t born nice…) (I was born aware.) Hook (ultra catchy) Not born nice, learned way too young Love out here tastes like traps and guns They betrayed me, stained me, left me low Now I don’t love people — I love chaos Not born nice, nah, not clean Black heart, hands full of dirty memories They broke me, tossed me, watched me drown Now I breathe cold — I can’t love now Verse 1 I was too real in a world full of vultures They love you when you shine, forget you when it’s over Hands on my shoulders, knives in my back Talking ’bout family while digging my trap They played with my mind, slow and gentle Like hurting me was something sentimental They took what they wanted, left me hollow Now I’m full of silence and toxic thoughts to swallow Hook Not born nice, learned way too young Love out here tastes like traps and guns They betrayed me, stained me, left me low Now I don’t love people — I love chaos Not born nice, nah, not clean Black heart, hands full of dirty memories They broke me, tossed me, watched me drown Now I breathe cold — I can’t love now Verse 2 (raw, uncomfortable) I smiled while they were using me Pretending I’m fine, that’s how you survive the street They called it love, I call it control Keep you starving just to keep you on a leash — cold Abandoned while breathing, surrounded but alone Even in crowds, I only heard my own tone I begged no one, I clenched my teeth Now my coldness scares them — funny how it be Bridge (icy) They destroyed the girl they could touch Created the woman they can’t get close to much I buried my tears in body bags Now I stare at the world with no eyelids, no flags Final Hook (obsessive) Not born nice, learned way too young Love out here lies — love out here runs They betrayed me, stained me, left me low Now I don’t love people — I love chaos Not born nice, barely human I survived people who said “I love you” They left me dying at the bottom alone Now I’m standing solo — and that shit scares them to the bone