Bruh

Intro (heartbeat bass + airy pad) (barely steady) I— I don’t even— (laugh that almost cracks) No, it’s fine. It’s fine. (whisper behind) It’s not fine. Beat drops. ⸻ Verse 1 (bright beat, your voice shaky) Met you in November, freezing outside (breath catches) You said you’d never lie— (stutter) L-lie— like you weren’t already hiding (background whisper: “already”) First week in and I’m memorizing Your trauma, your exes, your favorite lies (barely holding it together) I built you up like a fucking shrine While you were texting her on the side (quiet, cutting) Layla. (background hissed: “Layla.”) ⸻ Pre-Chorus (build, synth rising) You said you were different, said you were clean (voice wavers) Said I was the best you’d ever seen (background echo) “Ever seen…” I paid for dinners, paid for time (stutter breath) Paid for love that was never mine ⸻ Chorus (huge glossy pop drop — voice breaking) Can you even remember their names? (background layered: “their names, their names”) Or am I just one more face? (voice cracks hard) I gave you blood — you gave me games (background chaotic whispers: “games… games… stupid…”) You watched me cry like it was a phase (loud, emotional) I lifted you when you felt small (voice nearly yelling) You risked me for nothing — nothing at all (background chant distorted: “nothing at all”) God— (breath breaks) I hate that I stayed ⸻ Verse 2 (beat keeps bouncing but you’re spiraling) You called porn cheating, moral high ground (mocking laugh that breaks) Meanwhile you’re fucking around (background: “around… around…”) Scrolling your phone, tilting the screen “Maybe one last time” at 1:16 (stutter) One— six— thirty, I still remember (background whisper) You don’t. You let her laugh at my name for fun While I was downstairs thinking I won (choked laugh) I thought I won. ⸻ Breakdown (music drops except bass pulse) I hit the floor with the phone in my hand (breathing uneven) You just stood there— (stutter) S-stood there— Like I wasn’t collapsing (background whisper growing louder) “Stop crying.” “Stop crying.” “Stop.” I smashed the night we had planned Decorations still in my trunk (barely whispering) You didn’t even flinch. ⸻ Bridge (full emotional rupture, beat minimal then rising) I told you you looked good When you hated yourself (background harmony fragile) I fed your ego just to help (voice cracks hard) You knew I’d stay You knew I’d bend (background whisper distorted) “Of course he will.” You knew I loved you more than you ever loved me (crying vocal tone) And that’s what made it easy ⸻ Final Chorus (biggest drop, chaotic layering) Can you even remember their names? (background layered aggressively) Say them. Say them. Say them. Or do they blur the same? I gave you everything I had (voice breaking fully) You gave me panic attacks (background distorted whisper: “breathe.”) I was crying in your arms You were bored in the dark You risked me for nothing at all (loud, almost scream-sung) NOTHING AT ALL (beat cuts suddenly) ⸻ Outro (just shaky vocal + faint synth) I loved you, Andy. (long pause) And you chose Layla. (breath shakes) You don’t get to miss me. (whisper, final) Fuck you.