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Woken up in the middle of the night, not ready for this kryptonite. Your name in a fatal scream turned my world into an empty dream. A chair at the table no one dare move, jacket on the hook with nothing to prove. Your room left exactly how it looked, the scent on your clothes has me hooked. Dreams folded in the attic, pictures on the wall that sting like static, laughter used to echo down the hall, silence is the loudest sound of all, Haunted, hoping, burning inside aching from the moment you went to the other side Vanished into shadows you never chose, chased pain down roads that never closed, Ran into battles shouldn’t a fought went looking for fun with a twisted plot, I punch air cause I can’t hit fate, if i’d been there would it have changed the date? Screaming at your grave Why, why, why? i break as your spirit passes by Like lightning from the sky your memory burns in every tear I cry Carrying your laughter through every fight love is the spark keeping us tight never letting go till we see you again gonna see you again see you again Staring at a bed left without a choice, silence hits like thunder not hearing your voice trying to color a world gone gray, learning too early what’s taken away. Holidays come in an empty room birthdays hanging out at your tomb angry, fading, broken in two, forever lost in a twisted zoo Missing you, missing you, needing more of you all the shadows I fall through. My legs give out when they pull back the sheet a future stolen to early my heart forgets to beat. Open your coffin lay next to you wondering around without a clue not taking my life, you wouldn't want me to, living it all the way through, for you, for you….. Return to me, you were never supposed to leave, feeling your ghost as it breathes on me, drowning & surrounding in what used to be, gonna wear your favorite tee’s, bound by your soul, living inside of you tenderly for eternities For every life cut short, every shattered dream we hold you up in the in between. As seconds turn to years we never forget the tears Keep breathing, keep moving, hold on tight someone loves you through your darkest nights We’ll never know why, holding our lights up high connecting our souls to the sky say ever never never ever gonna say goodbye Say ever never never ever gonna say goodbye Lift our hands up say ever never never ever gonna say goodbye Dont say goodbye Can’t say goodbye won’t say goodbye, Won’t say