CONFESSIONAL I WAS NUMB TOO

92 BPM intimate confessional spoken-soul with minimal piano, warm vinyl texture, subtle room tone, and a restrained pulse. No big drums until late, and even then only soft kick and brush snare. Rapper delivers calm, honest narration as the primary voice. Female enters with a simple, airy refrain near the end. Male appears briefly with a low harmony line, no screaming. Keep it documentary-real, like a testimony. Key E minor resolving to G major warmth on the final refrain. Church-safe.

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Lyrics

[Intro 4bars Room tone Piano] [A long exhale] [Verse 1：rapper calm soulful speaker] I was numb too Not loud, not evil, just distracted I learned the language But I avoided the cost I could quote the verses And still walk past the hurting I called it “staying out of it” But it was fear And comfort And pride dressed in clean clothes [Interlude 4bars] [Piano stays, a faint choir breath] [Verse 2：rapper calm soulful speaker] I wanted God to fix the world Without fixing me I wanted peace Without surrender I wanted truth Without humility And I didn’t notice how slowly The screen became my altar How outrage became my energy How silence became my excuse [Pre-Chorus：female vocal soft] Come back Come home To first love [Chorus：female vocal] Jesus, have mercy Bring me to life Break what has bound me Restore what’s inside I don’t want to stay asleep I don’t want to live half true Jesus, have mercy I was numb too [Bridge：rapper calm soulful speaker] So if you’re tired If you’ve been drifting If your faith feels like a routine Hear me You’re not disqualified You’re being called Return to the simple things Prayer with honesty Love with action Truth with gentleness Start again [Climax：female vocal + male low harmony] Create in me a clean heart Renew a right spirit in me Restore to me the joy again And I will walk in what I believe [Outro,Fade out] [Piano only] Amen