Catchy melodic trap,

Catchy melodic trap, Let’s me explain Before I go insane But I stay in sane Which I try to explain the pain it often I’m exhausted from the toxic which cost me But nowadays I’m more cautious Not often exhausted still the same old bullshit, Here we go wheels up off the ground Watch you clown let off with the rounds and try put me down in the ground well I bound myself in the sane of my brain, surround myself with calmness, Astound at myself while the clowns in the ground of there own thoughts just lost and confused, when I refuse to stay down after just getting lit up with rounds, It’s common for me to take shots from the fakes who try to take and break me but if you hate me there a great me on the other side of that hate me, so I just take my spot, my way up on that mountain where the fountain got me aiming higher I’m a buyer to higher fakes who think there above me I’m not above you just trying remove that blindfold from your face and wake you the fuck up from that deep sleep which you were sleepwalking blindfolded, and I’m sorry for every distance times we had on each other which we could of just learned and had that skill just to kill that old selves and bring the new us together like a team but it seem it just too much of us jjjust too damage, we’re asking bob the builder come and fix us but it’s up to us to get up off the ground and stop letting emotions pull our emotions and have us as there slave, which I’m tryna say we need to stop being a fucking slave to our emotions it’s like we’re kangaroo jumping on our emotions for a react from the other who just wants to change our behavior which we take as attack from the other perspective, I’m just tryna help and point you on to the calm side of life which I have every right to enlighten others open up we just don’t know when we gonna go which I mean by go I mean die, Death could be knocking without us even knowing but showing up in our face and place us on that next victim on his list, I’m just too brutal I’m just a noodle in there perspective in there eyes, which I could never go back sleep like them fakes who just a sleep from the matrix under the trance you fall for, Don’t be offended I’m defending my position of a truth teller, but I ain’t above you or better then you, even if it’s cost me the exhausting of a battle I been too use to be in that after mental state but I rise the bar high up over the top, So I’m not better than anyone else that the truth I hold up other could be offended which I defend my opinion which cost me to get hurt well they mock me and treat me like I know nothing and I’m stupid in there eyes, Which just hurts inside, I died too many times inside what a surprise, I’m often nowadays gotta murder myself inside and watch my fucking self die well I just put two bullets in my own fucking head which I just painted the house red on my own fucking self, yeah it sound brutal that this noodle just murder himself with no witnesses, I do it at the end of the day each night which the old me just told me “just do what you gotta do before the rabies take over and I turn on you I’m just a another zombie which your the only one who saw me under this rabies there no cure for me and make it for tomorrow” so I watch the old me die in front of my eyes in the attic of my brain, it’s painful to watch which I stay strong for this long, fake just sit there and piss and moan when no one around just to let them vent which they just don’t know how to ask they just expect others just to read there minds but you already know who I’m aiming at, every fake who take and try’s to break me which there a great me on the other side of the hate which you ain’t gonna take or break me you gave me that fuel just to keep going and I’ll never break from the hate or the take you have done to me, I’ll rape this bar raw doggystyle with no protection on, I just say to yoy fuck you fake fuck them toxic fuck them all you can’t break me you only turn me into a greater me on the other side of that hate which you break yourself more into pieces, adjust your attitude into good you would feel better then before, you just lost and confused in your loud mind,