Living in the nightmare

Living in the nightmare Of things that never changed Of fading dreams Lost away in time Inside of me, hell Inside Tension without release Inside Thoughts in the fog Inside What is happening Inside Uncontrolled vibrations Inside That I cannot stop That I cannot stop Sensations Sensations Sensations Sensations Living in the nightmare Falling and then rising again Is it real or am I dreaming? What is the truth? Living in the nightmare Of things that never changed Of fading dreams Lost away in time Bound by the same old Brain in a vacuum Tortured by thoughts Dreamed realities I open and close my eyes Immersed in the night No difference From the everyday Living in the nightmare Of endless struggles Living in the nightmare Of emotions never felt Living in the nightmare No way out Living in the nightmare Is my reality