First Me
Dark blues rap, 86 BPM. Gritty electric blues guitar riffs with expressive bends and subtle distortion. Heavy boom bap drums with natural swing and deep punchy kick. Warm upright bass groove. Minimal organ or Rhodes textures in the background. Moody late-night atmosphere. Emotion: reflective but strong, not sad or victim energy. Tone: masculine, controlled, confident after betrayal. Underground vibe, raw but clean mix. No trap hi-hats. No modern pop elements. Keep it organic and soulful. Structure: intro guitar, verse, hook with fuller drums, bridge with stripped instrumentation, final verse powerful outro. Mood reference: night drive after a breakup, self-respect over revenge, calm intensity.
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Lyrics
Intro
Yeah…
Funny how silence louder than lies.
Verse 1
You said forever like it meant next week
Played loyal in public, dirty in sheets
I saw the signs but I chose peace
Now I choose me, that’s growth at least
You called it love, I call it disguise
Smiled in my face, stabbed from behind
You wanted comfort, not a spine
I was a man, you needed a line
You said I changed
Nah, I just woke up
Stopped pouring wine
In a cracked cup
Hook
You left, but I stayed solid
You lied, I stayed honest
We ain’t the same, that’s obvious
First me, that’s the promise
Verse 2
I don’t hate you, I just see clear
Pain turned vision crystal here
You lost a king chasing thrill
I lost a weight, I feel still
You cheated once, but you folded twice
First your word, then your pride
Now you wonder why I don’t fight
For something that already died
You miss the man that held you down
But you disrespected the crown
I don’t compete for attention
If you wander, stay out of my section
Hook
You left, but I stayed solid
You lied, I stayed honest
We ain’t the same, that’s obvious
First me, that’s the promise
Bridge (spoken tone, heavy guitar under)
Loyalty ain’t convenient
It’s consistent
And you weren’t built for that
Verse 3
You said I’m cold now
Nah, I’m controlled now
I learned my worth
I don’t beg, I don’t bow
If she gotta choose
Let her lose
I don’t chase what I outgrew
Respect ain’t optional
It’s minimum
You crossed that line
Now I’m distant, not bitter — disciplined
You wanted options
I wanted peace
You chose impulse
I chose release
Outro
Yeah…
I don’t hate you.
I just love me more.