Paradox

[Intro] (yeah…) Maryjane Don’t blink. [Verse 1] Maryjane this ain’t just a phase This a scar that I hide in my veins Laugh in the dark, we rot in the light Love feel sharp when it don’t feel right Mind in a maze, you live in my head Say I’m obsessed, yeah, maybe instead Two bad habits tryna feel whole Kiss taste like sin, but it numb my soul I don’t trust peace, I sleep with the noise Heart full of static, pain my choice They say we toxic, I say we true World feel fake when I’m not with you [Hook] Partner in crime, yeah, we getting too high Love on a timer, staring death in the eyes Two contradictions, stitched in the night If we burn down, at least it’s right I think about you when I’m losing control When the pills don’t work and the room feel cold Sweet bad decision, my favorite mistake If this love kills me, let it take me away [Verse 2] Your name hit harder than the drugs I abuse Every fight just another excuse Bleeding in silence, you read my mind Say “we’re fine” while we both decline I see your smile in the cracks of my phone Every text feel like coming home We talk about forever like it’s a joke But deep down I hope we both still cope Love feel heavy, chest cave in You say “stay”, I say “when?” We don’t heal, we just survive Still choosing you every night [Hook] Partner in crime, yeah, we getting too high Love on a timer, staring death in the eyes Two contradictions, stitched in the night If we burn down, at least it’s right I think about you in the highs and lows When I hate myself, you’re the ghost Sweet bad decision, my favorite mistake If this love kills me, let it take me away [Bridge] If I lose you, I lose my head You the only voice I hear in the dread We don’t pray, but I still ask That you don’t leave when I relapse Broken hearts don’t beat fair Still breathing, barely there If hell got a throne, we’ll sit side by side Two lost souls, no place to hide [Final Hook] Partner in crime till my pulse go flat If I fall apart, don’t pull me back Crazy fairytale written in scars Still chasing love in abandoned cars I think about you when the world go black When I lose myself, you pull me back Sweet contradiction, pain in disguise If this love’s a curse, let it ruin my life [Outro] (yeah…) Maryjane… If I’m gonna be haunted, let it be you.