I wasn’t good enough, not then, not now

I wasn’t good enough, not then, not now You didn’t here my voice or listen to how It was your way or no way, always ending the same you treated me wrong, this isn’t a game I eat it, I sleep it, it cuts through my heart This pain that i’m feeling was right from the start Silenced in a World where I didn’t belong How do I get out, I know this is wrong Your Words, your actions, you don’t even care My strength is so weak, my soul now stripped bare The fight that is needed lies deep down inside me You’ve taken it all, is my time up ? it just might be If a Miracle arrived, Just how would I live Im nothing without you, i’ve nothing to give You took me onboard, were kind and did care but soon i learned quickly, it was all but a dare My friends, my family & all that I had You soon spread the rumours that made me look bad You were the one with issues galore twisted with hate but hard to ignore Silenced in a World where I didn’t belong How do I get out, I know this is wrong Your Words, your actions, you don’t even care My strength is so weak, my soul now stripped bare The fight that is needed lies down deep inside me You’ve taken it all, is my time up ? it just might be If a Miracle arrived, Just how would I live Im nothing without you, i’ve nothing to give Finally I realised, when it was too late The fear, the numbness, was it really a date be careful out there people are cruel it happened to me & I was no fool I hope i can make it, now free from your hold my head hurts so bad my life has been sold Silenced in a World where I didn’t belong How do I get out, I know this is wrong Your Words, your actions, you don’t even care My strength is so weak, my soul now stripped bare The fight that is needed lies down deep inside me You’ve taken it all, is my time up ? it just might be If a Miracle arrived, Just how would I live Im nothing without you, i’ve nothing to give