I'm Finally Not at War

run, girl, run gravity is catching on run, girl, run, this won’t be calm run, girl, run the early bird is here to catch you run, girl, run this view won’t be here no more this year, truest to myself I once put you on the shelf but no longer will you be held in the dark corners of my mind, expelled I hold you to the light now sweat on my brow I swear to God I never wanted this more I’m finally not at war you’ve abandoned yourself before but now you explore and restore girl, you’re doing so good, anybody told you so? out of the deepest depths your love intercepts run, girl, run towards your future this year, truest to myself I once put you on the shelf but no longer will you be held in the dark corners of my mind, expelled I hold you to the light now sweat on my brow I swear to God I never wanted this more I’m finally not at war 
run, girl, run
you don’t owe them a reason, hun
you don’t have to explain the shake
you don’t have to stay for their sake
your hands can still be kind
your feet can still be mine this year, truest to myself I once put you on the shelf but no longer will you be held in the dark corners of my mind, expelled I hold you to the light now sweat on my brow I swear to God I never wanted this more I’m finally not at war 
I was small in my skin
now I let the air back in
I was scared of my own name
now I say it the same
I don’t need to be tough
I just need to be enough this year, truest to myself I once put you on the shelf but no longer will you be held in the dark corners of my mind, expelled I hold you to the light now sweat on my brow I swear to God I never wanted this more I’m finally not at war