Sleep paralysis, can't escape these demons, can't

Sleep paralysis, can't escape these demons, can't you see? Childhood trauma, still hauntin' me in my dreams Trying to rise up, face 'em head-on, it's just how it seems Night terrors got my mind on lock down, holdin' me tight But I try not to let 'em win, I embrace the fight Through these sleepless nights, my mental stays in motion Craftin' rhymes that cut deep like a hidden ocean Blood stains on my soul, scars runnin' deep But it fuels the fire, turns the pain into heat Intricate wordplay, twisted like a maze Leavin' you dazed and amazed by this lyrical craze [Chorus] Haunted memories, these demons won't fade Through the pain and struggle, I never will trade The fire in my eyes, the strength in my spirit My past may haunt me, but I always come with it[Verse 2] Psychological warfare, my mind spits this game Survived the battle, I ain't goin' down in vain Made up words thrown like grenades in the mix Takin' no prisoners, dishing out verbal hitsmusic's my canvas, trauma's my paint I've been through Hell and back, emerged unscathed, never faint No sympathy, no pity, just respect for my strife Can't comprehend the struggles, you're too soft for this life I fight for every breath, every rhyme that I spit Raised in the trenches, fully equipped with grit Childhood trauma pushed me to the edge of the abyss But I transformed it into strength, now 1 run this shit[Chorus] Haunted memories, these demons won't fade Through the pain and struggle, I never will trade The fire in my eyes, the strength in my spirit My past may haunt me, but I always come with it [Bridge] They say I'm crazy, they say I'm a fucked up bitch But they don't know what I've seen, what I've been through's legit I wear my scars like badges, tattooed on my skin Embracing the madness, it's part of who I've always been[Verse 3]So judge me all you want, I'm immune to the hate My verses are raw and uncut, no need to dilute my fate Street slang drippin*, my words hit harder than AKs Commandin' respect, can't be shaken by clichés PTSD, sleep paralysis, childhood trauma Fuel for the fire, makin' me a lyrical piranha I wear it all with pride, ain't no weakness in my past Turned my pain into power, never runnin' from the blast[Chorus] Haunted memories, these demons won't fade Through the pain and struggle, I never will trade The fire in my eyes, the strength in my spirit My past may haunt me, but I always come with it