Abyss

[Verse 1] (Your lyrics) Always tried to win but I'd learned to lose Tried to take shots but I never made em because I forgot how to follow through (facts) life never been a Blitz and Im always stuck when I'm tryna move (facts) I'm sorry for giving you all my thoughts, but tell me why I'm always being used and mentally abused Demons in my head, I tried talking to the holy ghost but they all ignore me I know that they all just envy me [Chorus] (Your lyrics) I've ran out of light, ran out of time trying to survive, I'm just trying to survive ohhhhh The Angels are calling, calling my name But moments The Angels are yelling, yelling my sins Ohhhhh Im holding onto the edge but Im living in my regrets I been wishing to forget, but this life is a cancer [Verse 2] (Your start + my finish) Tried waking up but I only laid in the abyss Tried lighting a way out but my body stays frozen to the void Every mirror shows a stranger wearing my skin Every breath feels borrowed, every day's a sin I been drowning in the shallow end of my own mind Searching for a peace that I know I'll never find They say "keep fighting" but I'm running out of wars Every door I open just reveals another locked door I used to dream in color, now it's only grayscale Chasing my own shadow down a broken trail Maybe heaven's just a place that forgot my address Or maybe I'm the ghost and I've been dead with no rest [Bridge] (New section for build) And I scream into the silence But the silence screams back louder I built these walls to keep me safe Now I'm suffocating in my own shelter [Final Chorus] (Your lyrics, intensified) I'VE RAN OUT OF LIGHT, RAN OUT OF TIME TRYING TO SURVIVE I'M JUST TRYING TO SURVIVE OHHHHH THE ANGELS ARE CALLING—CALLING MY NAME BUT MOMENTS THE ANGELS ARE YELLING—YELLING MY SINS OHHHHH I'M HOLDING ONTO THE EDGE BUT I'M LIVING IN MY REGRETS I BEEN WISHING TO FORGET BUT THIS LIFE IS A CANCER [Outro] (Spoken/mumbled, fading) Frozen to the void... Still frozen... Still here...