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[Intro – gentle piano arpeggios, faint reverb] (Instrumental Solo) [Verse 1 – soft piano, quiet shaker rhythm] My skull’s a carousel that won’t slow down Every thought’s a coin I can’t pin down I stare at the crowd but the noise fades out Just me and the static, no way out [Pre-Chorus – building string layers, steady kick drum] My luck’s a broken clock stuck on wrong I’m here but I’m gone, where do I belong? The walls of my mind are closing tight I’m fighting a war with the voice inside [Chorus 1 – full piano and strings, vulnerable vocals] I’m my own worst storm, my own sharpest knife No one can cut me down like I cut my own life I wish I could see what they say they see A soul worth the love that I beg to be [Interlude – stripped back piano, single cello note] (Instrumental Solo) [Verse 2 – piano with light bassline, whispered vocals] I fake a smile when they ask how I’ve been Hide the cracks in the mask, let the silence win I crave a hand that won’t let me fall A love that don’t flinch when my demons call [Pre-Chorus 2 – louder strings, layered vocals] I’m tired of the lies I tell myself each night That I’m not enough, that I don’t deserve the light The weight of my doubt’s a stone in my chest I’m drowning in “what ifs”, can’t catch my breath [Chorus 2 – intensified strings, emotional vocal delivery] I’m my own worst storm, my own sharpest knife No one can cut me down like I cut my own life I wish I could love the parts I hate the most A heart that don’t break when the fear takes hold [Bridge – minimal piano, raw vocals] I just want someone to see all of me The messy, the scared, the parts I can’t be To hold me when my mind’s a raging sea To say “you’re enough” and mean it, truly [Final Chorus – full band, soaring strings, powerful vocals] I’m my own worst storm, but I’m learning to fight To quiet the voice that says I don’t have a right To crave the love I’ve always denied myself To finally believe I’m someone else’s help [Outro – fading piano, soft string hum] Maybe one day I’ll love me like I want them to Maybe one day the static will finally subside