I Can't Explain Me

Words can’t describe what I feel inside, An out of body experience, an extraterrestrial grind, There’s reels in my mind that fly right on by, and there’s days filled with light, Yeah, but the nights run my life, You ask me questions like why you do this and why you do that, But there’s a fury inside me that’s scared like a cat, Sometimes I know but most times I don’t, You tell me your secrets, my hand on the Bible, I told you I won’t, Yeah, I’m blinded by life and if I would if I could, and if I could if I would, but there’s no such thing as maybe and most days I can’t see, but one thing’s for sure, I can’t explain me, no, I can’t explain me, no, I can’t explain me, no, no, I can’t explain me, We go through life countin’ thing’s lost, And I guess words can only do so much, From midnight cries to hotel goodbyes, It’s the roll of the dice, lost in a second, Yeah, there’s certainly a cost, You said you didn’t know, yeah, I still see you though, My struggles are real, like hungry for a meal, If only they could decode me, Then you could read me, But until then, I can’t explain me, Yeah, I’m blinded by life and if I would if I could, and if I could if I would, but there’s no such thing as maybe and most days I can’t see, but one thing’s for sure, I can’t explain me, no, I can’t explain me, no, I can’t explain me, no, no, I can’t explain me, They say you gotta read to be free, keep goin, like graffiti in the street, Growin’ up I couldnt read and write, but now I read so much it’s right, Yeah, I’m blinded by life and if I would if I could, and if I could if I would, but there’s no such thing as maybe and most days I can’t see, but one thing’s for sure, I can’t explain me, no, I can’t explain me, no, I can’t explain me, no, no, I can’t explain me,