Mind Cancer

Why don't you just leave me alone? I haven't done anything to you You fuck with my head on random nights When chillin is all I want to do I had another great night at work No ride home but I didn't mind the walk But now you won't let me sit for a minute With all the crazy shit we talk No real worries, yea, I know that There is nothing to truly dread Just me and the fucking demons Running rampant in my head Back and forth I pace the floor Can't breathe, another sleepless night So again I'll take you face to face It's gonna be one hell of a fight Dishes are done, the whole house is cleaned Now you're briefly out of my head Midnight hour,the others unaware Dreaming peacefully in their bed No dream for me, it's all to real An ongoing conscious nightmare A daily struggle, I hate this shit You and I don't make a good pair But I'll take this fight anytime There's no way I'll ever give in So if you think I'm weak and willing to quit You're wrong and this battle I'll win Bring it on, I don't have to sleep now That I've proven many times I'm figuring out how to live with you Every time I write these rhymes You're nothing to me so go away Bad Anxiety you have no substance I'll tear you down piece by piece Between us I'm creating some distance So I'll keep writing these killing words You're just cancer in my mind Black and white chemotherapy Fuck you, I'm gonna be fine