Help Me

Help me Please help me I’m lost and desperate inside Looking for someplace to hide I ran away from my home last night Ran out the front door Took a Uber to the airport Got on plane 194 And it went upstate To a forsaken place Ended up eating fries On the streets Cuz I had no money No phone no mode Of transportation shit That I can get on a train Or a boat Ended up taking a hitch On a back of a truck That brought me to this Unknown ditch Help me Please help me I’m lost and desperate inside Looking for someplace to hide I just need help please To get out of this place I’m in That is surrounded with dark And despair with no one to share My thoughts or my prayers Stayed in that ditch For nine days And eight nights Till some wildlife Took it over and Forced me to roll over Abandoned my own sleeping quarters Took my bag and ran out that ditch Until I ran into some bitch Who wanted my chips That were in my bag I just gave it to them Because I am so weak And I can’t do this On my own so I Need someone to Help me Please help me I’m lost and desperate inside Looking for someplace to hide I just need help please To get out of this place I’m in That is surrounded with dark And despair with no one to share My thoughts or my prayers Ended up going to a bar Until I was asked to leave I got angry and lost my temper Started shooting everyone in a mile Radius, until I went the back gate And ran right into a stake That got stuck trough my face I pulled it out and I started running To a place where I can get help And not get shut out They fixed me up and I left But before I could They gave me a ticket Out of state Said I could return back home So I went to the airport Got a one way flight To a bed at night In a different part of state I just can’t come to terms With myself because I Need someone to Help me Please help me I’m lost and desperate inside Looking for someplace to hide I just need help please To get out of this place I’m in That is surrounded with dark And despair with no one to share My thoughts or my prayers I went to my buddies house And asked to stay the night Cuz I just had a bad fright Saw my parent with a baseball bat Swinging at my baseball cap That was on my fucking head At the time Left the house at dawn Ran into a fawn Rode it till I could Fall on my back Have it’s ass sit on my face As I lay awake thinking What to do next Ended up at a nice hotel Relaxing in my room Until a dickhead came in And started punching me To the point where I had to Use my inner demon that Was hiding in the pit of my head Broke him out of his cage Used all of my rage To cause him all the pain I just endured in last Couple of days The manager came in And broke us apart Said we had to leave at once I told him I didn’t have a car He said it’s not my problem Punched him in the ribs The security came and called the cops Who arrested me on the spot Threw my ass in jail My friend had to bail me out Ended up going back to my parents house Told them I was sorry for all the things i did Then I took a knife that was in a bin Stabbed my self several times Till I fell on the ground Laying in a pool of my own blood Closed my eyes and said goodbye Said I’ll see you next time Help me Please help me I’m lost and desperate inside Looking for someplace to hide I just need help please To get out of this place I’m in That is surrounded with dark And despair with no one to share My thoughts or my prayers