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Intro — filtered beat + vinyl noise (ruido de vinilo, beat filtrado en low-pass, voz susurrada muy cerca del micro) (whisper) Yeah… I’m good… I’m good… I’m good. Verse 1 — Rap (entra beat boom-bap con 808 suave, flow relajado pero tenso, casi hablado) Walk straight through my own mistakes Turn panic attacks into punchline takes “I'm fine” — yeah, I say it again If I repeat it maybe it bends World spins fast, I’m off-beat Heartbeat racing but I still don’t leave Hands on the wheel but it ain’t my drive Fear’s in control every single night (añadir hi-hats rápidos y dobles voces en las últimas palabras de cada barra) Smile on my face like everything cool Joking so nobody reads the truth Laughing loud so I don’t hear All the noise living in my ears Pre-Chorus — half sung (entra guitarra limpia con delay + el beat baja intensidad) Don’t look at me like you know Don’t ask what I won’t show I crack a joke — that’s my defense Humor over consequence Chorus — big rap-metal hook (distorsión completa + batería acústica + coros doblados) I laugh at myself just to survive Stay on my feet, stay alive Everything heavy inside of me Laughter’s the only therapy I laugh at myself — not free at all Just another way not to fall If everything burns and I’m still here I just never learned to disappear Verse 2 — Rap (beat más pesado, 808 más presente, flow más agresivo y rítmico) Same day looping in my head No sleep living in my bed Autopilot in my voice Like I never had a choice Breaking slow but silently Like pain is part of identity Don’t ask help — I don’t know how Where do I even start right now? (guitarra palm-mute acompañando el ritmo del rap) Chaos became my GPS Sarcasm became my vest Bulletproof jokes, armored grin Hide the war I’m fighting in Pre-Chorus (corte parcial del beat, sólo kick y pad atmosférico) Don’t try saving me tonight You can’t mute what screams inside When the music volume dies All the demons amplify Chorus — with gang vocals (coros grupales tipo estadio + crashes abiertos) I laugh at myself just to survive Stay on my feet, stay alive Everything heavy inside of me Laughter’s the only therapy I laugh at myself — no peace at all Just a temporary wall If I’m still standing after this It’s ‘cause I mastered faking bliss Breakdown — NU-METAL / SCREAM (se corta el beat, sólo guitarra en chugs y bajo) I’m not okay Still I stay I’m not okay Every day (silencio de medio compás) SCREAM (voz rasgada, doble pista y distorsionada) I’M NOT OKAY — BUT I SAY “I’M FINE” I’M NOT OKAY — EVERY SINGLE TIME I’M NOT OKAY — DON’T ASK WHY I’M NOT OKAY — JUST LET ME LIE (drop: vuelve el beat completo con 808 + scratches de DJ) Final Chorus — biggest (todos los instrumentos + octavas de guitarra y armonías vocales altas) I laugh at myself just to live Even if I’ve got nothing left to give If you see me smile while I fall That ain’t strength — survival at all I laugh at myself, look again It ain’t joy underneath the skin Holding on till the final dive Laughing… just to stay alive Outro — piano + radio static (piano muy suave, ruido de radio y voz casi rota) Maybe one day I won’t need the joke To breathe.