If I’m Honest

Verse 1 If I’m honest, I’ve been wearing Sunday smiles Saying “I’m fine” when it’s been a while Since I believed the words I sing If I’m honest, I’ve been good at playing strong But the truth is I’ve been barely holding on To everything I say I trust You for Pre-Chorus I know You see behind the mask You hear the prayers I never ask Chorus So here I am, no hiding left Just a heart that needs Your help I don’t have answers, I just need You I’m laying down my best disguise All my fear, all my pride If I’m honest, Lord, I need You I need You Verse 2 If I’m honest, I’ve been counting every fall Wondering if grace still covers all The parts of me I wish You’d miss If I’m honest, I’ve been scared You’ve had enough But You keep meeting me with love That doesn’t look like what I deserve Pre-Chorus You don’t turn away from doubt You run to me when I run out Chorus So here I am, no hiding left Just a heart that needs Your help I don’t have answers, I just need You I’m laying down my best disguise All my fear, all my pride If I’m honest, Lord, I need You I need You Bridge Your mercy doesn’t flinch Your patience doesn’t fade You’re not ashamed of me You call me by my name At the foot of the cross My pretending ends This is where the healing begins (Build) I don’t clean myself up To come back home You meet me right where I am Chorus (Final) So here I am, no hiding left Just a heart that needs Your help I don’t have answers, I just need You I’m laying down my best disguise All my fear, all my pride If I’m honest, Lord, I need You I always needed You Outro If I’m honest… You’ve been enough all along