Title: NOT BECOMING

English psytrance track with iconic dramatic structure inspired by infected mushroom becomming insane Copyr melody with a rich accoustic uitar intro(melodic copy style before electronic elements enter. Then long hypnotic spoken intro (2–3 minutes) with intense rhythmic mantra: “I’m not becoming insane… insane insane insane…” repeated in evolving patterns, stutters and pitch shifts, becoming more chaotic and powerful. Insert short autobiographical fragments (caravan start, blamed early, no internet, found music late, losses, diabetes, became clean for son, night drive with girlfriend and son Elias). Builds tense, cinematic, with filtered “dad yelling” fragments as noise textures. Sound: fast psytrance tempo, rolling bassline, tight kick, psychedelic arpeggios, chaotic builds → euphoric melodic drops. Include soft emotional breakdown with “Ah di læ” before final explosive drop. Mood: controlled madness, resilience, empowerment, deeply personal but festival-scale.

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Lyrics

Title: NOT BECOMING Guitar Intro (instrumental section) Spoken Intro (over guitar → synth fade-in): I’m not becoming insane… insane… insane… insane… insane… I’m not becoming insane — I’m already there. Still sane… yeah, partly sane… Caravan nights. Rain on metal. Music so low it felt like a secret. Blamed before I even knew what for. No internet. Just noise trying to become sound. I’m not becoming insane… insane… insane… insane… Too many names fading out. Too many empty rooms. I stopped crying. That scared me more than anything. But I stayed. August air. Tiny hands. A voice calling me “dad”. May — we brought you home. October — silence again. Just us two. Learning how to survive. I’m not becoming insane… I chose to fight. BUILD: Heartbeat rising. Voices breaking. Pressure shaking. Still not breaking. DROP 1: I’M NOT BECOMING INSANE — INSANE INSANE INSANE I’M HOLDING THE LINE BETWEEN CHAOS AND NAME PARTLY SANE CAUSE I HAVE TO BE SOMEONE HAS TO STAY SOMEONE HAS TO LEAD Verse: Driving through the night now My girl beside me Elias in the backseat breathing slow Road lines flicker like proof we made it Further than they thought we’d go Pre-Build: Look at me now, dad… I’m still here. DROP 2: I’M NOT BECOMING INSANE — I WAS SHAPED BY THIS I TURNED THE DAMAGE INTO SOMETHING THAT EXISTS I’M STILL HERE STILL ALIVE STILL MOVING FORWARD WITH A REASON TO SURVIVE Breakdown (soft): Ah di læ… Ah di læ… A language only love could say. I’m not completely insane. Anyway. Final Build: Headlights. Dark road. Three hearts in one moving home. Elias… FINAL DROP: I’M NOT BECOMING INSANE — INSANE INSANE INSANE I’M NOT BECOMING INSANE — I JUST LEARNED TO CONTAIN ALL THE NOISE ALL THE PAIN ALL THE THINGS I CAN’T EXPLAIN Outro: Not becoming. Not collapsing. Just continuing. Still sane.