Out my veins

You got that look in your eyes again Like I’m someone you can’t defend Talk real sweet but it’s all pretend Say it’s love but it’s paper thin Tell me why you talk so sharp? Every word hit like a dart You say I changed, I fell apart But you been cold from the start Why you got that venom on your tongue? Every time you speak, I go numb I was young, dumb, falling in You just needed someone to run I’m outside at 2 a.m. City lights don’t feel like friends Got a bottle I call my twin Pour it up, let it sink in I don’t feel it in my chest no more Heartbeat slow like it’s keeping score You slam the door, I pace the floor We don’t talk like before Tell me why you so ruthless? Why your love feel useless? Every promise you made Turned dust when you used it Now it’s smoke in my lungs And your name in my phone You say leave you alone But you hate when I’m gone I been walking in circles Same street, same pain You say I’m the problem But you dance in the rain Sixteen nights, no sleep Dark thoughts running deep Try to stand on my own But my balance too weak Why you always so sour? Why you love turn power? Every minute, every hour You just watch me devour I ain’t bitter, I’m drained Love running out my veins You say it’s just a phase But it’s been this way for days So tell me why you so hard? Why you build up that guard? I gave you all of my scars Now you treat ’em like art Why you act like that? Why you talk like that? Say you done with me But you call right back Why you act like that? Why you move like that? If you hate me so much Why you still come back?