I’m lonely, lonely, lonely,

I’m lonely, lonely, lonely, You weren't the only, only, only, One to forget me, ignore me, hate me, ‘Cause I’m insane ‘Cause I’m lonely, lonely, lonely You weren’t the only, only, only, One to ignore me, forget me, hate me With all your soul Soul I tried so hard, tryna patch up my scars, Gave you my heart, now it’s cracked and it’s scarred. Why you never do a thing when I’m breakin’ apart? Feelin’ like nothin’ whenever you’re part of my thoughts. You around, got me stuck on the ground, Push me down, make me question the sound Of my own voice, like I don’t make a noise, Like I’m nothin’, just a shadow you drown. I’m sad, inside Tryna push it down Like I’m under the ground In a secret, only you push me down So I suffer— I am lost, I am drowning, In guilt, I am under the pressure of life’s Constant fear of hesitation— I can’t understand your frustration… Understanding frustration? Yeah, I hate hesitation, Why can’t you just tell me the truth? I been bitin’ my tongue, tryna keep it inside, Every word left unspoken just be feedin’ the fight. Say you care, but your silence be cuttin’ me twice, Love feel cold when it’s only alive in my mind. I reach out, but you ghost when I need you the most, Left alone with the pain, yeah, I carry it close. If I fall, you just watch like it’s part of the show, Like I’m nothin’ but a role that you already wrote. ‘Cause I’m lonely, lonely, lonely You weren’t the only, only, only, One to ignore me, forget me, hate me With all your soul Soul I tried, so hard, To fix my heart Why can’t you do something, ‘Cause I feel like nothin’, When you’re around. Pushin’ me to the ground, Like I’m nothin’, I tried so hard, tryna patch up my scars, Gave you my heart, now it’s cracked and it’s scarred. Why you never do a thing when I’m breakin’ apart? Feelin’ like nothin’ whenever you’re part of my thoughts. You around, got me stuck on the ground, Push me down, make me question the sound Of my own voice, like I don’t make a noise, Like I’m nothin’, just a shadow you drown. I write in the dark when the world goes quiet, Hoping these words make a riot of my silence. Every smile I fake just leaves a stain behind, Every touch I crave just fades in your mind. I scream to the night, but it swallows my sound, No one’s around when I’m falling down. You left footprints in my chest, I can’t forget, Even love like this feels like a threat. Pre-Chorus: I can’t escape these chains of doubt, My own reflection keeps screaming out. I’ve been lost too long, can’t tell friend from foe, But maybe I’ll rise from the ashes you know. Chorus: ‘Cause I’m lonely, lonely, lonely You weren’t the only, only, only, One to ignore me, forget me, hate me With all your soul Soul I’m lonely, lonely, lonely Still breathin’ in the shadow of your memory, Tryna find me when I’m broken But I won’t fold No I paint my pain on the walls of my mind, Every color a scream that you left behind. I used to believe that love had a place, Now every hug just leaves an empty space. I’m tired of the games, the silence, the lies, The way you watched me with cold, blank eyes. But I’m learning my worth in the cracks of my soul, Even broken, I’m slowly takin’ control. I tried so hard, tryna patch up my scars, Gave you my heart, now it’s cracked and it’s scarred. Why you never do a thing when I’m breakin’ apart? Feelin’ like nothin’ whenever you’re part of my thoughts. You around, got me stuck on the ground, Push me down, make me question the sound Of my own voice, like I don’t make a noise, Like I’m nothin’, just a shadow you drown. Maybe I’ll scream where you won’t hear, Maybe I’ll cry where no one appears. But every tear builds the fire inside, Every fall teaches me I’ll survive. Bridge 2: Maybe I’m more than the pain you gave, Maybe I’m stronger than I ever knew I’d be brave. I don’t need your approval, your eyes, or your lies, I’ll find the truth on the other side. I’ve been lonely, yeah, I’ve been faded, Heart broken, soul jaded, love overrated. You watched me burn, you watched me bend, But I’ll rebuild, this isn’t the end. All the silence you kept, all the nights I cried, Turned to fuel for the fire I hide. I won’t disappear like a ghost in your past, I’ll rise from your shadow, free at last. Final Chorus: ‘Cause I’m lonely, lonely, lonely You weren’t the only, only, only, But you were the one who made it feel holy Just to feel whole Whole I’m lonely, lonely, lonely Still standin’ here, barely holdin’, Tryna find me when I’m broken But I won’t fold No Outro: Still lonely… But I’m breathin’. Still hurtin’… But I’m here. Still lonely… But I’m stronger. Still hurtin’… But I’ll rise.