So close

Restless waiting, useless thoughts keeps me deep in doubt, Considering, All the things that I can't say out loud, So undecided, What fool am I to ask him out with me, Was I mistaken, Did he agree just as my friend to be No more hiding, it's time to see I must accept that I'm foolish me Now I believe, I must follow through I long to be close to intoxicating you You had me shocked, Sneaked up behind me thinking it'd be smart, In mere reaction, I punched my fist to hit your shoulder hard, I tried excusing, You interrupted to say "I'm so terrible sorry", And so we laughed, When we stopped you kissed me in a hurry, No more hiding, it's time to see I must accept that I'm foolish me Now I believe, I must follow through I need to be close to intoxicating you. Later you told, In secrecy your love for me was hid, You never felt, In any way that I would find you fit, Fearing rejection, And awkward moments we should throw aboard, Ice was broken, To dream of future we would share our thought. No more hiding, it's time to see You do accept me being foolish me Now I know how to follow through Just staying close to intoxicating you. No more hiding, it's time to see You do accept me being foolish me Now I know how to follow through Just staying close to intoxicating you.