“The Son Who Never Knew” — Lucrecia’s Perspective
Genre: Orchestral lament / ethereal ballad Tempo: 64 BPM, slow and breathing Instrumentation: Piano, solo violin, glass harmonics, soft choir, distant cello, faint Lifestream ambience
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Lyrics
[Verse I — Observation From Afar]
[(soft piano, fragile)]
They told the world you were a legend
A miracle born without pain
I read your name in printed headlines
And traced each letter like a prayer again
You stood so tall in silver armor
Perfect posture, perfect grace
And no one saw the child I lost
Still searching in your face
[Pre-Chorus]
[(strings tremble)]
The subject was not permitted contact…
That is how the records read
But no report could measure
What a mother feels in need
[Chorus — Hidden Love]
[(choir enters softly)]
My son… though you never knew my voice
Though my arms were taken away
Every step you walked alone
I followed from the gray
You searched for truth in monsters
Believing you were one
If I had held you even once…
Would you have learned to run?
[Verse II — Guilt]
[(violin carries melody)]
I watched the flames of Nibelheim
Through trembling hands and broken breath
Wondering if my silence
Had slowly guided you to death
Science gave me language
To justify my fear
But equations cannot comfort
A child who needed someone near
I signed away tomorrow
Because I thought I had no choice
Now every memory answers me
In your wounded voice
[Pre-Chorus II]
[(voice nearly breaking)]
They called you weapon… specimen…
A triumph without flaw
But I remember only
The infant I never saw
[Chorus — Regret]
[(music swells)]
My son… you carried all my sins
Believing they were yours
Fighting ghosts I helped create
Behind laboratory doors
You learned love without instruction
You became what I could not
Proof that even broken beginnings
Can become something they are not
[Bridge — Seraphina]
[(music softens, warm light enters)]
Then I saw you hold your daughter
Hands unsure but careful still
And for the first time since that day
The world grew quiet… and I could feel
You did not become your father
Though his shadow marked your start
You chose gentleness in darkness —
A miracle of heart
[Bridge II — Confession]
[(bare piano)]
I rehearse the words I’d tell you
Every night before I sleep
“Sephiroth… I never stopped loving you.”
But those promises I keep
Only in silence.
[Final Chorus — Solstice Light]
[(full orchestra, sorrowful but hopeful)]
My son… the longest night will end
Even if you never know why
Somewhere your mother still believes
You were never meant to die
If someday truth should find you
And anger takes its place
I will accept your hatred…
Just to see your face
[Outro]
[(choir fades into a single voice)]
You were never an experiment.
You were always… my child.