I've spent so much time living in survival mode Di

I've spent so much time living in survival mode Did not let me down when I was defenseless But this won't work as well as it once did The shadows play tricks Is it so clear? Am I out of my mind? The truth is out of sight, these precious illusions I've spent so long firmly looking outside Parting with them is like parting with invisible best friends Cause I can't decide between survival and bliss I'm reaching out, is it all an illusion? I'm freaking out, cause its all an illusion I'm seeking answers You could tell me lies, Every touch, all be a lie Mirrors reflecting, Is everything just a part of my mind? I won't keep on playing the victim with these precious illusions in my head