Became who you Am

Fuck who you was, You became who I am. Whether down in a dungeon Drownin’ in shame Or up in the tower Above all the pain. Slow down fuckin’ mind, To yourself, you be kind. [pause] Hellfire surrounds me, as demons confound me. Their piercin’ gaze, Set my mind ablaze. Sellin’ me rot. Controllin’ my thoughts. Satan’s rule is, Wicked and cruel. Hidin’ my aaammmm, From this whole savage world. Trapped in this shit, Making me sick. Start Suckin’ down booze, That’s Just helpin’ me lose. That Man in the mirror, He’s Imprisoned, endangered. Should I strive to commit, or should I just fuckin quit? [pause] Fuck who you was, You became who I am. Whether down in a dungeon Drownin’ in shame. Or up in that tower Above all the pain. Slow down fuckin’ mind, To yourself, you be kind. [pause] Heaven’s gates found me, As angels crown me. Their wings define me So I become blinded. Their joy so strong, That I tag along. The vibes are so high, That I lift off and fly. My Real life’s forgotten Everything’s not done. Blinders zoomed in, On only what’s awesome. I cant do no wrong, In my minds eye. Focused on dreaming, Of what is now beaming. But the life all around me, Is startin to cry. My job starts to lose, My family is leaving. Is this really worth, All the dreams Ive been dreaming. Should I try to calm down, Or, get lost in this feeling. [pause] Fuck who you was, You became who I am. Whether down in a dungeon Drownin’ in shame Or up in the tower Above all the pain. Slow down fuckin’ mind, To yourself, you be kind. [pause] Back down on earth, I was doubting all worth. I'm Confused who I am, And Doubtin’ all plans. Are they angels or demons, I just cant see them. Whether high or low, Your mind starts to blooooooow. [pause] But then I start breathin, And that feeling was leavin. Takin tiny steps, To get rid of the stress. Then it all came to me, I could finally see. Look man, change ain’t easy, You gotta to focus to see me. I know It’s nonstop, And fuckin’ boring, For that Man in the mirror. So I grabbed him screamin... [pause] FUCK WHO YOU WAS! , Now, Become WHO YOU AM! [pause] Slow down fuckin’ mind, To yourself, You Be kind… [pause] Love who you am [pause] Slow down Be kind [pause] Now that man took a blink, and gave me a wink. And a smile hit our face, then away went disgrace. We both felt that feeling, Then I grabbed him squeezing. and said. [pause] Now, you Love that am, As much as you can. I know you can do it, You dont have to prove it. Just follow these steps To get rid of the stress. Then those angels and demons, Will run away screaming. [pause] They say. [pause] Fuck Who he is. [pause] Run away from that man. And, yes that's how you became who you… Am....