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[Intro] (Instrumental Solo) [Verse 1] Six months gone feels like a century No clock’s ever gonna strike "recovery" I didn’t run, just let the dark defeat me Watched you walk out—bittersweet, complete me [Pre-Chorus] Tears still pour, can’t outrun the rain Your ghost still carves holes in my brain This love’s a cell with no broken chain Stuck on repeat, the hunger eats me plain [Chorus] Happy Valentine’s to you and whoever’s in your bed I tapped out, now I’m drowning in the lies you fed This ain’t a love song—it’s a goddamned disease Every beat’s a noose that yanks me to my knees [Verse 2] Love still scorches, hate’s a wildfire This twisted tape’s been spinnin’ for a tired lifetime I see your grin, wish my hands had lit that glow But you’re glowing now—ain’t my place to snuff the show I let you go even though it split my chest I breathe but I’m not living, just a hollow mess Emptiness is my only permanent guest Hope the trade-off was worth all the rest [Chorus] Happy Valentine’s to you and whoever’s in your bed I tapped out, now I’m drowning in the lies I fed This ain’t a love song—it’s a goddamned disease Every beat’s a noose that yanks me to my knees [Bridge] I used to count the seconds till your name popped up on screen Now I count the scars you left where my heart used to be You took the best of me and left the rot to breed I’m sick of begging for a cure that don’t exist for me [Chorus] Happy Valentine’s to you and whoever’s in your bed I tapped out, now I’m drowning in the lies you fed This ain’t a love song—it’s a goddamned disease Every note’s pounding in my head- won’t let me be [Outro] Happy whatever day, I’m fucking done Let the silence finally kill the hum (Instrumental Solo)