That Day 70 85 57

Intro (instrumental then distant female voice singing) There’s a day I don’t talk about But it shows up every year It’s the day I lost you And the silence moved in here I’d give anything for one last time One more “I love you” true One more light in the dark at night Breaking through ⸻ Verse 1 (Rap) I don’t go out like I used to, Front porch light still burns past two Gravel crunch make my head turn quick Like I forgot what I already knew House still hums when it’s dead quiet TV on but I don’t watch it Kitchen clock just keeps on tickin’ Like it ain’t got no dog in the fight People say “man, you look strung out” Guess I don’t fake it good But some things don’t leave your blood stream Even when you think they should Phone stays face-up on the table I don’t say why, I just do Not expectin’ anything anymore Just… somethin’ from you ⸻ Hook (Repeat) There’s a day I don’t talk about But it shows up every year It’s the day I lost you And the silence moved in here I’d give anything for one last time One more “I love you” slow One more second before that day Changed everything I know (Emotional Screaming) I don’t know how to go on without out you! Never getting better!! Never getting easier!! Time don’t fix shit! Verse 2 (Rap – deeper) Lost don’t always mean a grave Sometimes it’s just a shift Sometimes it’s watchin’ someone fade Or watchin’ something slip Sometimes it’s distance growin’ wide Sometimes it’s pride and space (Emotional metal screaming)Sometimes it’s wakin’ up one day And not knowin’ your own place Certain dates hit different now I feel it in my chest Like the air gets thick around me Like my heart forgets to rest I don’t hate the sun that rises I don’t blame the sky above I just hate what that day took And the quiet where you was Bridge (Half-Rapped / Half-Sung) I still pause at certain sounds Like I’m waitin’ on a sign Like hope ain’t got the memo (Emotional metal screaming) That you ain’t comin’ this time I don’t say it out loud But it’s always in my head Some losses never leave you They just learn where to live Final Hook (Bigger) There’s a day I don’t talk about But it finds me every year It’s the day I lost you And it still feels like you’re near I’d give anything for one last time One more “I love you” true One more light across the dark That somehow leads to you