Past lives become unrecognized

{intro} Our minds act like a massacre, You can’t take all the shit you have to endure, You swear it’s killing yuh, Feel like you ain’t gon ever get back up, Shits tough, But together we can end it, baby hold my hand, and we”ll mend it {singing chorus} Past life’s will become unrecognized, With each other by each other sides, we will survive and that’s a promise. I wouldn’t tell you otherwise. Yeah, we had it rough in life, but you still know how to prioritize I can tell you don’t have wandering eyes, You check up on me, is this really the love I’ve been waiting for? It seems to be Every memory with you will take away my pain you see? I know the ones we have right now aren’t the best of things but, let’s make new ones and leave them old ones in the past, heal from our trauma together that way we can move forward fast, Why keep drowning when we can just help eachother swim? See there’s no need for our life’s to end up in the trash, But sometimes we feel like that’s where we at, We don’t have to carry all this sin, why can’t we jsut start our lives over and watch the new ones begin?.. {Rap verse 1} You see, Some people say I’m just like my father and that’s not who I wanna be, I don’t want to be abusive and mean, And I wanna be clean, all I do is drink and smoke I’m a fein, But this seems like a danger to me, Seems like I’m becoming somebody I never wanted to me, It’s clear to me if I don’t change my ways ima be stuck like him and not wanna stay, I love my dad, I just don’t wanna be like my dad, he makes me sad, and I’ve got to add he makes me crash out, he makes me mad, Beacuse of him I don’t know how to act, he’s only taught me anger and now I’m a stranger to living right, I thought I’d have to sacrifice something to have a life, Turns out all I really need is you by my side, So I’ve already found my answer, it’s you, beacuse together.. {singing chorus} Past life’s will become unrecognized, With each other by each other sides, we will survive and that’s a promise. I wouldn’t tell you otherwise. Yeah, we had it rough in life, but you still know how to prioritize I can tell you don’t have wandering eyes, You check up on me, is this really the love I’ve been waiting for? It seems to be Every memory with you will take away my pain you see? I know the ones we have right now aren’t the best of things but, let’s make new ones and leave them old ones in the past, heal from our trauma together that way we can move forward fast, Why keep drowning when we can just help eachother swim? See there’s no need for our life’s to end up in the trash, But sometimes we feel like that’s where we at, Why carry all this sin, why can’t we jsut start our lives over and watch the new ones begin?.. {Rap Verse 2} watch as my story unfolds, There’s a lot to be told let’s start with talking to my dad with that phone got pretty old, Imagine four years old waiting for daddy to get home, But never comes home, Standing there feeling alone, But i guess that’s for the best, wasn’t it?- Been traumatizing me since I was just a kid, All the arguments to, it made me sick, Imagine some years down the road, me mom my sister my brother was all at home, Dad comes in bends all the knifes in the kitchen, Cut his own stomach right in front of his kids, He hugged me, I looked down, his blood on my arm, but that wasn’t the only harm, Everything was starting to really fall apart, Held that same knife he bent up to my sister’s throat, but ima a little girl I can’t do nothing, it’s hard you see?, when I sat there all I did was choke, Never will forget that day, that was the day I realized my dad wouldn’t change, I couldn’t get away, had to wait for my dad to go to jail or prison to escape that pain, But when he came back there were more attacks, Sweat dripping down his red face, screaming at me with those crazy eyes, Wish I could rewind time and get the childhood back that once was mime, He’d threaten suicide, he’d go outside, with that noose hanging on the tree, he’d swear up and down he was gonna die, that’d make me freak out and cry, That meth gave him a crazy mind, always getting high, Meant more abuse down the line, I was terrified, But he installed that rage into me, I don’t like being angry, But this is what he did to me, what he made me, Wish he woulda let me be, Wish he woulda let me breathe, Felt like he was killing me, He didn’t give a shit tho it seemed, All he was-was an addict addicted to that methamphetamine, And let’s not forget how that’s what took my childhood from me, I mean I don’t know if this is to far but maybe he just shoulda crossed over, he could never stay sober, Maybe that way I wouldn’t be so crazy, But at the same time, who am I to talk about staying sober, now I’m always faded, half the time don’t even know if I’ll make it, But with you there’s a way to save it because, {singing chorus} With each other by each other sides, we will survive