In a Heap

Verse 1 I’ve been carryin’ more than I can hold Nights get long, this heart gets cold I kept tellin’ myself I’d be fine But the truth don’t lie Every step costs more than before Every prayer hits the floor I keep movin’, but I lose my sleep I don’t fall fast I sink Pre-Chorus I don’t reach out, I just pull away Safer than hearin’ what they might say Thought I was built to stand alone Turns out… I was wrong Chorus Here I am, laid at Your feet Life too heavy for me to keep I tried to stand, I tried to climb Now I’m down here one more time I don’t have answers, I don’t have sleep I’ve got nothin’ left but this broken plea I didn’t choose it, I didn’t seek I just woke up In a heap Verse 2 I wear a smile they all believe But it don’t come home with me I chase relief just to get by But it never lasts the night One escape turns into another I’m worn down, I’m runnin’ under Every fix just digs me deep Leaves me weaker than the week before Pre-Chorus(2) I start wonderin’ if You see If You even know me Am I worth what I can’t be? Or just somethin’ You don’t need Chorus (Reprise) Here I am, laid at Your feet Life too heavy for me to keep I tried to stand, I tried to climb Now I’m down here one more time I don’t have answers, I don’t have sleep I’ve got nothin’ left but this broken plea I didn’t choose it, I didn’t seek I just woke up In a heap (Bridge) If You’re still here, then don’t let go I don’t need answers, I need to know That even now, I’m not unseen That You’re still workin’ In between I don’t know how, I don’t know when I just know I can’t do this again If You’re still near, then stay with me This is all I’ve got In this heap (Final Tag) If this is where I start again Then I’ll start here… In a heap