hard and dark rap song about depression and suicid

[Intro – distant distorted synth hum, slow 808 thud] The walls close in, no light gets through I’m stuck here where the cold winds brew [Verse 1 – menacing synth riff, crisp snare snap] Woke up today with the weight of the world on my chest Every breath feels like a debt I’ll never get to settle Mirror shows a stranger with eyes that don’t recognize me Smile’s a mask, cracks spreading slow, no one sees the agony Friends hit my line, I leave ’em on read, can’t fake the energy Bed’s my only safe space, where the dark don’t judge me Clock ticks loud, counting down the hours till I can sleep again Dreams turn to nightmares, wake up sweating, begging it to end [Chorus – layered gritty vocals, booming 808s] I’m at the bottom of the well, can’t see the sun above Every thought’s a razor blade, cutting through my love I’m tired of fighting, tired of pretending I’m okay The silence screams louder than the words I can’t say [Verse 2 – deeper synth bass, faster hi-hats] Walk down the street, everyone’s laughing, living their best life I’m just a ghost in the crowd, invisible to the light Doctor gave me pills, said they’d fix the empty inside But they just make me numb, can’t feel the hurt or the pride Thoughts creep in late at night, whispering “it’s easier to go” I hold on to the edge, but my grip’s starting to slow No one knows the war I fight behind this broken face No one hears the cries I swallow before they leave my place [Chorus – intensified synth layers, echoing vocals] I’m at the bottom of the well, can’t see the sun above Every thought’s a razor blade, cutting through my love I’m tired of fighting, tired of pretending I’m okay The silence screams louder than the words I can’t say [Bridge – sparse piano notes, quiet 808 pulse] I reach out for a hand, but there’s no one there to take it I scream for help, but the sound gets lost in the static I’m not sure how much longer I can keep this up Every day’s a battle, and I’m running out of luck [Solo – distorted synth lead, building tension] (Instrumental Solo) [Chorus – full intensity, crashing cymbals, layered ad-libs] I’m at the bottom of the well, can’t see the sun above Every thought’s a razor blade, cutting through my love I’m tired of fighting, tired of pretending I’m okay The silence screams louder than the words I can’t say [Outro – fading synth hum, slow 808 fade] The well’s still dark, but I’m still here Holding on, through the fear