luring ash.

I carved your name into the soft inside of my wrist not deep enough to bleed, just deep enough to exist every time my pulse moves you rise under the skin like smoke remembering the shape it was born in You don’t have to love me just let me keep burning quietly correctly near you I’m yours in the ash, yours in the ash let the rest of the world crash I’ll stay warm in the ruin you made say my name like a prayer you hate 나만의 재 속에 I’m yours in the ash, yours in the ash every breath is a theft, every sigh is a lash I’d rather choke on your shadow than breathe anyone’s air darling I swear I’m already there Your voice in my voicemail is my last religion I play it at 3 a.m. like scripture, like sin loop the way you said “goodnight” till the word dissolves till it’s only saliva and God-problems You don’t have to want me just let me stay hungry silently perfectly near you I’m yours in the ash, yours in the ash let the rest of the world crash I’ll stay alive in the wreck you left say my name like a curse you kept 너만의 그림자에 I’m yours in the ash, yours in the ash every heartbeat’s a debt, every dream is a gash I’d rather drown in your echo than surface again darling amen I’m already dead If you ever leave take the oxygen with you take the gravity too leave me floating weightless wrong still scented with you I’m yours in the ash, yours in the ash nothing left here worth saving, nothing worth having back I’ll be the soot on your tongue when you finally forget the sweet little ghost you never quite let I’m yours I’m yours 영원히 너의 in the ash …say it one more time even if it’s a lie say it say it say it…