Title: “Butterfly Effect”
SZA-inspired song — soft, emotional, a little toxic, a little vulnerable, with that dreamy-confession energy, female vocals
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Lyrics
Title: “Butterfly Effect”
Verse 1
Late night, your name glowing on my screen
I tell myself I don’t care, but I still read everything
Rain on my window like we used to be
Dancing in your hoodie, now it don’t fit me
You said forever like it had no end
Now forever means you found a new friend
I play it cool but my chest caves in
Guess I’m losing you the way I found you then
Pre-Chorus
I hate that I still want you
Even when you’re wrong
You say she’s just a phase
But phases last too long
Chorus
You chose another butterfly
While I was still cocooned in you
Told me I’d always be your sky
Now I’m just a shade of blue
If loving you was beautiful
Why does it feel so cruel?
You fly like nothing ties you down
And I’m stuck with the truth
Verse 2
She’s probably softer than I ever was
Don’t overthink, don’t ask too much
I loved you loud, maybe too loud
Now I’m the silence in the crowd
You say I’m strong, I’ll be okay
But strong girls cry in private spaces
Lip gloss hiding all the pain
Mirror saying I should’ve changed
Pre-Chorus
I tried to be your peace
But I became your war
Now I’m picking up the pieces
You don’t reach for anymore
Chorus
You chose another butterfly
While I was still cocooned in you
Told me I’d always be your sky
Now I’m just a shade of blue
If loving you was beautiful
Why does it feel so cruel?
You fly like nothing ties you down
And I’m stuck with the truth
Bridge (soft, confessional)
Maybe I loved you more than myself
Maybe that’s why I’m here
You said I deserve better
But better’s not you, my dear
I’m learning how to let you go
Without losing who I am
But damn…
Outro
If she makes you happy
I won’t stand in your way
Just don’t love her halfway
Like you loved me someday
Butterflies don’t stay
They just fly away