Kiroon menneisyyttä, sillon ku se hiipii mun selän

[Verse 1] Sleepless weeks behind me once again I counted—haven’t slept at all, not even then (not even then) Restless, I’m trying just to keep myself standing So much weight (how much more can I even manage?) Why didn’t the sandman show up again tonight? Is he just too busy, way too much on his mind? (on his mind) [Chorus] I curse the past whenever it creeps up behind my back I won’t run anymore You can try to reach for me, but you won’t get underneath my skin at all I curse the past whenever it creeps up behind my back I won’t run anymore You can try to touch my heart, but you won’t get underneath my skin at all [Verse 2] I’ve been wondering what's beyond this land Is everything up there better than it is on sand? Is the sky the limit or is there none at all, If you can fly with wings that finally set you free to fall? And sometimes I rewind the time Thinking what my mind would want to change inside I did so many wrongs but didn’t realize it then (no) Now they follow me like money follows a criminal man [Chorus – Repeat] I curse the past whenever it creeps up behind my back I won’t run anymore You can try to reach for me, but you won’t get underneath my skin at all I curse the past whenever it creeps up behind my back I won’t run anymore You can try to touch my heart, but you won’t get underneath my skin at all [Verse 3] The clock keeps ticking, but I’m still wide awake Thoughts keep spinning—can’t get the past out of my brain Every second when my eyelids start to fall All I see are all my big and little faults But please forgive me, I chose this road myself I changed who I was just to be enough for someone else — But somewhere along the way I lost it all I lost everything, including myself [Outro] I curse the past whenever it creeps up behind my back I won’t run anymore You can try to reach for me, but you won’t get underneath my skin at all I curse the past whenever it creeps up behind my back I won’t run anymore You can try to touch my heart, but you won’t get underneath my skin at all