when i hear your name i start to think about what

when i hear your name i start to think about what happend 4 months ago oh ivy we connected in every single way and when everyone told me that you were looking my way you wanted me but l didn’t want you now i want you but you don’t want me im looking at your face like how you look at mine 4 months ago next monthhhh i couldn’t find for you to look at my face How come i always see you in my memoriesss when i need to move on then at midnight i find my scroll through your instagram wishing it was you and me, but that not how it happend but i wish that how it happend oh ivy when you put your headphones on i start to dream once again thinking your looking at me but you didn’t even know my name anymore i should of took that as a hint but i couldn’t i couldn’t let you go-go-go Your laugh still lives inside my head Things you promised, the thing you said when i see you moving on, i start to think what i could of done better 4 months ago Everyone says I’ll be fine
But healing takes a little time but i don’t wanna be fine without you