The monster

Verse 1: Am I hated so much, do you despise me? Is there a reason why you turn away from me? In my mirror, I see the shadow I hide, Questioning if I’ve lost my way inside. Chorus: Am I a monster? Am I the bad guy? Do I wear this darkness like a disguise? Am I the asshole you condemn and blame? Or is it just the pain hiding my shame? Verse 2: Every word I say, does it cut like a knife? Am I the villain in this story of my life? Caught in the mirror’s cold, unblinking stare, Wondering if love was ever really there. Chorus: Am I a monster? Am I the bad guy? Do I wear this darkness like a disguise? Am I the asshole you condemn and blame? Or is it just the pain hiding my shame? Bridge: Maybe I’m just lost in the night, Searching for a flicker of light, Can’t tell if I’m wrong or right, Just fighting this endless fight. Outro: Am I a monster? Or just broken inside? Hoping someday I’ll find where I hide. Until then, I ask one last time, Am I the bad guy? Am I the crime?